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No Words Could Ever Say So Much

No Words Could Ever Say So Much

When I heard you
It was from deep and far away…

Like you had touched a place
where only private moans
your body owns,

Can express what-it-is
you want to say…

I like to bring you
to this private place…

Where your back it arches…
your head tilts back…

a passionate silence before you gasp…

Your body trembles as my hands hold true…

Eruption!

Explosion!

Like a thundering wave from
the deep blue ocean…

And from somewhere deep inside your soul
you touch that place
where you let go

You close your eyes and let-out-a-moan
that’s just as good as,

“We just came home…”

Where home is the sound of
Two soul’s who touch,

No words could ever say so much…

And then the silence
except your-heart-pounding

My head lay’s near,

And it’s astounding…

When I heard you,
It was from deep and far away,

Your moan…

Alone

Your eyes closed shut…

No words could ever say so much…

©8DaveWonder October 2011

When I Fell for You

When I Fell for You

When I fell for you
At first I thought it was the wind
I wasn't sure where to begin,

Because I've never fallen quite like this...

It swept my heart away
Would this feeling really stay?

I wasn't really sure...

As I walked alone I wondered
Whether this feeling would be fleeting
The rhythm of my heart keeps beating

From the passion of our kiss...

When I fell for you,
I tried to remember when
Did my heart stop and then begin again?

To be honest...I got lost...
In the searching of your lips
When you put your hands upon my hips

And drew me closer...

I disappeared somewhere inside your heart
I couldn't tell where my soul began
And where exactly did yours start?

As I walk alone,
I close my eyes and smell your scent
Strong and confident your message meant

You loved me...

I hope the wind it never dies
I want to love and also try,

To hold onto this Forever...

When I fell for you,
I had to let my heart experience this once again
I know love has always been my friend
Through all the pain and joy and tears
Through times when the wind would fan my fears
Through laughing-touching-knowing,

That love could leave me...

Like the leaf that's carried by the wind
I'd never see you again
And the way you held me when we kissed
Your touch, your love I'd surely miss,

Because I've never fallen quite like this...

©8DaveWonder 2010

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Suspend

Suspend

When you said it was the end
I could feel my breath suspend,

in mid air...

All my blood began to rush
As I felt my heart begin crush,

Like I was dying...
I could not stop myself from crying...

My eyes they stung from tears,
After loving you all these years...

My heart it hurt
and it was aching...
My body trembled
And it was shaking...

And really how am I suppose to feel?
When all of this is just so unreal?

It's not true that relationships just end,
Not when we're lovers and best friends...

It's a myth...
And it's a lie,
Something we were fed
So we don't try,

To keeping on loving...
To keep on giving...
To work through this
And go on living,

Together....

Walk away after being intimate beyond compare?
Laughing-smiling with a passion that was rare,

Sharing a simple glass of wine,
Kissing like we owned-the-hands-of-time...

Late mornings rolling-in-the-sack,
Nothing ever-holding us both back...

A coffee shared,
A tender touch,
Have you ever felt so much...

Happiness?

But somehow we're at this station
Where it's good-bye, not elation

And now there's something's wrong,
No more music where's our song?

Distance-coldness instead-of-play
No more silly-things-to-say

How did it ever come to this?

It's not right...
I disagree,
We once loved
And we were free...

And then...

In an instant
Came the danger
Now we're distant and we're both

Strangers...

Relationships they don't end,
They leave your heart forever in

Suspend...

Your soul and mine are walking lost,
Pretending like there is no cost

To what has happened...

Saying good-byes with social words
Pleasant smiles,
It's just absurd...

You're in my heart
and I know that you still care
But my heart I cannot repair..

Our relationship did not end,

We just left the best

of  us...

in

Suspend...

©8DaveWonder 2010

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To Caroline

To Caroline

When that bullet came I left my body
And a memory floated up to me
It was you and I walking with your stroller
And my heart was happy as could be

They say your life passes before you
But I found really that's not true
You actually remember the special people
And on that day I remembered you

The relationship between a dad and daughter
Is something a dad or daughter would only know
I have missed those days we took our walks
And watching my young girl grow

I know you've carried on my last name
And being gone at times is so unreal
I wish I could spend one more day on Earth
To hug you close and tell you how I feel

I know that day in Dallas
It changed your life and it changed mine
I just want you to know this one thing:
I love you,
Caroline...

©8DaveWonder 2010

The Things Not Said

The Things Not Said

I think of times when
We were close
The things we shared
And loved the most 
Where our conversations
took a path
When a glass of wine
would make us laugh
Sharing kisses deep
From within our hearts
We could dream a future
and all its parts...

We talked back then
but not enough
There was always something
Not-said
That made things rough...

We knew it then
but neither said
We'd both lay silently on our quilted-bed...

We knew it,
and
We sensed...
woven
In our conversation
Was this fence...
You on your side
Me on mine,
It really just came down to
How much time?

Before we grew a part...

I still think about you quite a lot
I know there's things that we forgot
Like why we let things build-up
And never talked...
Why our friendship slipped away
Why we stayed together but never played
We loved to talk and laugh out loud
But then the darkness of the cloud
Stole our intimacy with nothing left
Our hellos and our goodbyes
Another theft,

That made us grow a part...

But when I look back
I think this is true
We let the robber steal
from Me and You
What could have been and never was
That fence existed
Simply-Because
We built it...
And kept it there...
A misunderstanding
That we no-longer cared
With frustration mistrust and things not said
Wrong ideas floating in our heads
Ideas that never saw the light-of-day
So lies and rumor deepened more dismay
We bought these lies
And with that, grief
Strangled by our own disbelief
That we could ever end up like this
"Not us we said..." when we both kissed
Nothing Ever
Could come between
Except those things not ever seen
We exposed the robber and it was us
We invented our own mistrust,
Our love it ended way before our bed
extinguish by,

The things not said...

©8DaveWonder 2010 

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To Touch Again

To Touch Again

Is it asking way too much
To start where we began?
So I can hold you near,

And touch you once again...

I see you in my dreams
I feel you in my heart
I long to touch your skin

And hold you once again...

It sends a shimmer,
Down through my spine
Like the so-soft-velvety-feel
Of a good expensive wine
On my tongue...
Swirling with your kiss
There's this special feeling
That I miss,
Struggling with the pull
Of the gravity from your heart
It aches when we're a part
My day it never-really-starts
Without a lingering thought of you...

It's a missingness in my soul
Sometimes I don't even-really-know,
If we'll ever embrace again,
But I know my heart it counts down
When
We might or
Hope we will
And with that will
A chill,
That races to my heart
Igniting sparks inside-my-mind
This time round let's spend more time
With each other...
to Discover...
And forget about the things that
Tore us down
Instead let's make a sound
Like-fire-crackling on a Winter night
Where warm with passion we hold
Each other tight
And get lost in the flicker-of-the-flames
When
Making love
We whisper
each others names
And fall asleep
Dreaming as our souls
they blend...

 To touch each other once again...

Midnight Sin

Midnight Sin

When you said you had to go
And prepare your evening mask,
I thought that I should ask...
"More beauty creams and such?"
You nodded, "No, tonight that's way too much..."

I caught your bewitching smile
as you walked slowly toward
our bathroom door
Leaving it slightly open,
 Secretly wanting me to hear much more...

I decided to take off my shirt and
lay down upon our bed
I swear I could hear you breathing
sexual-silence in my head

"What kind of mask is she going to wear with me tonight?"

Then suddenly like a goddess
mysteriously you appear
And all my endless-swirling-thoughts
they simply disappear

My mind it's riveted by the woman
standing at the door...
Both my heart and soul are taken
As they both begin to soar

It's then I saw your delicate fingers
sensually-painted-black
You motion to me with your finger
"To be silent and just sit back..."

and take it in...
like a long forgotten memory...
a game called
Midnight Sin

A woman with a mask what does she desire?

Your strap it falls so seductively
past your tender-shoulder-skin
My mind it's spinning  with amazement
Where do we begin?

You smile so seductively,
Your intention is
I do not speak a-single-word
your Passion painted skillfully
with the Blackness of Allure...

My heart is pounding!
This is astounding!

Your evening gown and bra slide down
upon the floor where they now rest
I can feel my heart it's pounding
trying to break right through my chest

And I'm perspiring...
while you are
Conspiring...

To make this night an adventure
where
Love
has no Restraint
Like two silly kids in school
who want to finger paint

Each other...

Softly you begin to caress and paint
a mask around my eyes
The sexual tension that's between us
is shared by the excitement in our eyes

As you lay down beside me
Behind your mask you burn with fire
Your hands they search below and find
The strength of my desire

You then begin to undo my belt
and with a deft hand
slide-my-zipper-down
with a woman's-eager-passion
You can't wait to fool around

Then with a silent fury
with both your hands you remove my pants
The strength of my desire
steals from you a secret glance

Your romantic-ravenous-hunger
It seems it simply will-not-wait
My strength feels like I will explode
My body held on hesitate

Ahhh...but you're not done quite yet
you want me fully naked too...
You remove the last bits of what I'm wearing
so you can do what you intend to do

You notice very quickly
that my strength begins to soar
That familiar smile comes across your face
an expression of wanting more

Oh my god...
 in your eyes
I see absolutely
no restraint
I can tell you want to kiss me down below
and get lost in finger paint!

It's then I smile back at you
like a man who's dreams are not too late
Your breasts begin to touch me softly
as I gaze dreamily upon my fate

Your hands and mouth descend upon me
 Your eyes a devilish grin,
In my wildest dreams
there's no one better

When you play the game of
Midnight Sin

©8DaveWonder September 2010

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Across the Fence

Across the Fence

I saw him yesterday
and yes, he smiled...
My heart it took awhile
to stop speeding...

He walked slowly up to me
as the sun was rising
At first it was surprising,

As I was nervous...
and I was tense...
My heart was pounding
from the suspense...

But as he neared
my heart it started to-slow-down
His smile and sweet Hello
Calmed my beating heart
way-down

I smiled and said Hello
like I loved him all-my-life
He smiled back like
In some past life I was once-his-wife

Had we known each other
sometime long ago before all this?
Is that why I longed and yearned
to share his kiss?

The emotion set between us
was passion past
Rising up and reminding us
we would last,

And find each other...

In another Time...

Across a Fence
As lovers not so blind...

We looked deep
into
each other's eyes
A place where hearts and souls
reconcile the love that lies

Between us
Now
Between us
Then

And a chance for us to begin again,

Across the Fence,
as lovers...

©8DaveWonder 2010

What It's Like to Fall

When I fell...

It was like a storm took residence in my soul
It was like the sun introducing-me to someone that I know

When I fell...

It took my breath away,
It took with it all the words and things I hoped to say

Those words...
And all my feelings,
It's as if the rays-of-the-sun just kept me reeling...

When I fell...

I was so excited like a kid on a brand-new summer day
My heart my mind, my head reminding me to just go out and play

Love. It's unbelievable. It's not really perceivable to the naked eye.

It takes a hold-of-you with a huge embrace from head-to-toe.
Something inside of us tells us that somehow we-already-know

What it's like to fall...

Fall fast and hard and somehow come up for air
Look at that person right in front of you and stare

And smile inside...
As their own grin gets so much bigger and so wide.

It's right then. While your two hearts pound so hard you cannot speak.
Your emotions running way ahead of you while trying to talk.
You imagine maybe we should hold hands and take a walk.

Just to connect.

Like plugging-in so that electricity between you has-a-chance-to-flow
So with all that nervous energy you'll both get-a-chance-to-know

Each other...

When you're in love sometimes everything's a blur
But there's nothing really blurry when you fall.
Your mind is so crystal clear you feel like you can recall it all.

Their tender lips. The light that shines florescent behind their eyes.
And no matter what goes beyond this very day you won't forget their laugh.

It will be recorded for Eternity on a path.

Inside your soul.

To remind you of this special someone that you know.

To pin a note inside your heart so you could tell.

When love moved in and greeted you...

On the very day,

You fell.

©8DaveWonder August 2010

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It's Hard to Believe

It's Hard to Believe

Can you really forget me,

just as simple as that?

It's hard to believe
after making love in your bed
with all the things that we shared
and all the things that you said...

I feel like a fool
please tell me it just-isn't-true
because it seems I believed

in falling in love,
and
falling for you...

Now there's something I feel
I really must ask,

Can you truly forget me,

just as simple as that?

I really don't get it?
I mean what happened to us?

We'd laugh and we walked
We'd have coffee and talk

for hours on end,
As intimate friends...

Closer and closer
The more love that we shared
I opened my heart
You showed that you cared

But suddenly it's different
Your distant and cold
You say it's all over
Like we're young and then old

Is there is someone you want?
More desperate than me?
That is so unbelievable
My heart cannot-even-see

My soul it feels shattered
In fact my heart it's in shock
Were your words all just empty?
The late nights that we talked?

And after all of our sensual
and intimate texts
It's hard to believe
that nothing comes next...

I told you I loved you
in intimate chats...

Can you truly forget me?

just as simple as that?

©8DaveWonder August 2010